A hiperventilar neste momento! É como se não conseguisse respirar de tanta emoção!!
Esta noite, ou melhor dizendo, esta manhã foi sonhar e sonhar e sonhar ainda mais. Acho que foi o resultado de fazer o meu update dos episódios que faltavam ver de "Supernatural" season 5 até às 5 da matina, e de anteriormente ter estado a fazer imagens fofinhas de "Supernatural" e "Twilight".
Os sonhos foram um pouco confusos, desde ver-me a fugir de assaltantes mal encarados, que continuavam numa louca tentativa para roubarem-me... primeiro dentro de um hipermercado, depois numa sala de proporções enormes que eu ia estranhamente mudando com o toque, de superfície árida para superfície líquida e com várias cores, enquanto flutuava de um lado para o outro. Depois apareceu o Sam Winchester vindo não sei de onde... e então fiquei muito mais calma.
Acordei, mas voltei-me na cama e cerrei novamente os olhos.... depois de um longo momento vi e senti a mais fantástica emoção no meu coração... amor...
Encontrava-me entre os seus braços, com a minha cabeça encostada no seu peito. Sentia-me protegida, feliz, como nada neste mundo pudesse magoar-me... Levantei-me um pouco e olhei para os seus olhos e o sorriso lindo que espelhava na sua face. E fiquei imovel a olhar para ele... o meu cérebro a mil à hora, "beijo-o, ou não?" "beija-o... vá lá!!" disse o meu subconsciente. - "Se não nunca saberás..." "só um doce... rápido... beijo..." - pensei eu - "não.. e se estrago a nossa amizade?" reafirmei a mim mesma ... fixei novamente os meus olhos nos dele que estavam agora mais quentes e fofinhos como nunca vira antes.. reparei também no sorriso que estava mais animado que nunca... ele estava ouvir os meus pensamentos! "Edward..." - pensei e sorri para ele ao mesmo tempo que encostava-me novamente no seu regaço...
e acordei....
(nota: algumas coisas ficaram perdidas no sonho, mas há um pormenor que queria deixar aqui apontado que não coloquei em cima. O facto de estar a saborear frutos vermelhos... muito sumarentos enquanto estava com o Edward... :D vampire stuff!)
o meu grande obrigada à Lilia que arranjou o dvd para eu fazer o update.
o meu comentário ao post "'New Moon' Scores Big In Opening Weekend" do site Buddy tv (podem ver também no link) :
I haven't seen the movie yet, but that's just because I'm from Portugal, and here the movie will arrive to theaters only next Thursday! hum.. I guess that going to the premiere isn't a good idea though! I do prefer to be just the movie and me in the room... those midnight sessions without a living soul nearby! oh and Edward bitting my neck and stuff. LOOOOL
yep... I should be kicking my own ass for being cheating on Sam Winchester... LOOOL. But as you probably know, Supernatural is on hiatus right now, so I go and eat some Twilight. :D Human blood, Demon blood... I just need to keep myself alive, so I go for the things I adore!
As you may have noticed already, I love joking around. :D so don't get scared.
And yes, I'm realy excited to see New Moon! yeeeeeee! Let it be Thursday already!! (is this the english expression usually used? I have no idea!) :D
Primeiro tenho de agradecer à minha amiga Cláudia por ter partilhado comigo este site fantástico. HERE
Fiz umas experiências e depois inspirei-me e apliquei as minhas energias para construir um pedacinho do universo de Supernatural nestes cartoons! Temos o Sam e o Dean e uma psychic kid com yellow eyes!!! hehhehe
Mais uma noite espectacular organizada pelo site/blog Supernatural Fans Portugal. Teve início às 21h (fuso horário de Portugal), online, num chat onde se falou muito sobre Supernatural, onde revemos amigos e encontramos novos.
Dei entrada no chat por volta das 22h, só para espreitar, depois fui jantar, e voltei só quando recebi mensagem da Rute. Tenho de agradecer-lhe por ter-me chamado para o chat, porque entretanto distraí-me juntamente com uma amiga, num site com cenas muito porreiras de Twilight (link) e pronto... Se não era o alerta da Rute, pelo msn, provavelmente tão cedo não tinha teclado no chat.
Este ano admito que estive um bocadinho mais ausente. Penso que terei perdido partes picantes, (embora assisti a algumas que foram bem quentes) - A cena do Misha... bem.. nem sei se li bem.... LOOOOL (e em onda de brincadeira, deixo-vos uma cena que encontrei na net e que me deixou um bocadinho chocada! Sim é dentro do tema Misha....Não é aconselhável a menores de 18 anos - link.
Este ano também reuni menos imagens do chat. É como eu digo... estava completamente possuída! Tão possuída que nem me lembrava que os Açores eram um arquipélago!!! O Dean que vos conte! a sério!!! LOOOOL
(ok.. vou resumir numas linhas.
Eu disse que era fixe se se fizesse uma convenção de Supernatural nos Açores. E depois veio a pergunta "onde fica os Açores?" E eu completamente (POSSUÍDA), a ver dentro do meu cérebro a imagem dos Açores no meio do Oceano Atlântico, disse inocentemente: "Açores - ilha!" LOOOOOOOOOL
AÇORES - ARQUIPÉLAGO, PÁ!!!!!!
e foi isto....) LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL
Voltando ao relato das coisas, ainda tivemos muitas surpresas. O 'verdadeiro' Sam e Dean apareceram, a falar em inglês! Só possível porque a Lili e (penso que terá sido a) Catarina encarnaram o papel dos personagens. E quando demos por nós já estava mais que um Sam e um Dean online! A loucura!!!!!
Neste chat ainda fiquei a conhecer uma forma muito engraçada que é equivalente ao conhecido 'LOOOOOOOOOOOL', e que se escreve da seguinte forma: 'uashauhsuahsua', (autoria Karol). ....... Bem... a conversa prolongou-se até às 4h15 da matina, hora a que o Dean e eu fechámos o chat, limpámos os confetis e arrumamos a 'casa'... Desta vez tivemos mais duas resistentes - denise_brasil e Karol que apenas abandonaram o chat poucos minutos antes de nós.
So I had this weird dream. It was in the night from 23 to 24 August 2008. The truth is that I do not have a complete image of what happened, but still, there are some parts that kept fresh in my memory, especially after what happened to me in the afternoon of that Sunday (24 August 2008).
Ok, first the dream. I remember arriving to this spot. It was a common building. Don’t have much details of the outside. The inside, on other hand, was similar to a business company, I guess. There were lots of desks and chairs, where figured some ladies working on their computers and papers.
I looked around once more, and noticed that my brother was there to. He was actually with me, because I was going to attend to this casting for some role. I have no idea what was for. Just know it was about a casting. I was nervous, and although I had arrived minutes early from the requested hour, the time was passing and I wasn’t really comfort on starting any kind of interview. I looked a bit lost.
I joined my brother, and scanned the room once more to see if someone else had arrived for the casting. Furthermore, I was thinking that the clock must have had moved its pointers already to the time scheduled. It was by the entrance that I saw him. He was sitting in the desk next to the door. Jared Padalecki! No way! I thought to myself. Then I looked to my brother, who said: “Oh no! Here we go again!”. To what I answered “oh…Shut up!”. I definitely must have looked to my brother with that ‘in love’ and delightfulness face for just seeing Jared, or else my brother wouldn’t come with that ironic comment. LOL.
And there it was my opportunity to speak with Jared, even if it was just a dream. But as shy as I am, the far I could go in a meeting sort of way, was only look at him.
Ok.. However I was there for a purpose – The casting. And I was almost sure that it was time already. So I decided to move near the place where Jared was. To my surprise, at the exact moment as I was moving towards the desk near Jared’s, this amount of girls erupted from the entry door, and I am dragged behind Jared’s chair, to stop right next to him. Still with his back turned to me. (Dreams… I cannot explain how the angles work. It’s all fuzzy.) Ok.. I noticed this girl’s foot that was injured. But I have no idea who this girl was. I kept all my attention into her foot. Only leaving it, when Jared said something (I have no idea what he said). What I know is that all girls tried to go to another table for a moment. And I tried as well, but I felt stuck. Couldn’t go. I was frustrated so I yelled “It’s not fair! Not funny!” I believe Jared laughed, but I’m not sure, because I just woke up in the next second and saw the sun coming through my room’s window.
Now … The real time!
No, I didn’t meet Jared Padalecki! (ok, and with this comment, everyone is probably stopping reading this. LOL). Sorry!
Ok… I had this appointment with a friend of mine in this shopping center. Since I had no transport of my own, I took a car ride from my mom, who had the afternoon shift at the hospital. So she took me to the town and from there I would follow by foot till the shopping center. I had plenty of time, because my friend and I had scheduled to 3 p.m.
(Approximately 2.15 p.m.) I was walking alongside the hospital wall, when I get to this rational thought of which way was best to get to the shopping center. Have I finally made my decision and started crossing the road using the crosswalk, when time just stopped. Everything happened so damn fast at first, but in this slow motion way as I reached the ground. I remember that I looked at the entrance of the Emergency Room and then back to the way I had just chosen, when I felt my foot getting stuck somewhere. My brain started to try getting some reason up there. Keep balance. The voice said. Common, try reach the stand position once more! The voice got louder this time. Ok.. to late! Disappointment was clear now. I feel my body lining. There’s no way I’m going to escape the fall now. My body was definitely going to hit the ground. Ok… at least try to protect yourself in the fall! Use your hands! Little voice giving precious advice! And so I did the best to get the less injured as I could. Avoiding my head from hitting the ground, Thanks God! Couldn’t manage to do much more, feeling my body going in direction of the ground. It was the left side of my chest and left arm which took the most impact in the fall. No wonder my arm is giving me a hell of pain right now. LOL. Fortunately there was no blood involved. Well, just a little scratch in my left hand. Nothing to worry about.
As soon as I felt the stability once more, since I was lying on the ground, I got up immediately. Common! I was in the middle of the road! I couldn’t stay there. As I was getting up I noticed there was something missing. “Shit!” I said as I picked up my shoe that have stayed a few steps behind and then I made my way out of the road. And only then I got the shoe back in my foot. I was still so confused and amazed about what had happened that I hadn’t even got back to see what had made me fall. What was the thing where my foot got stuck into?!
I just continued my way to where I had to go. My brain was slowly relaxing, but that didn’t mean less questions popping and enquiring me.
I thought that back there “I lost my shoe!” and almost immediately I thought of the dream that I had, and with it also, conclude that this line was Sam’s, in ‘Supernatural’ (episode Bad Day at Black Rock)… I had just been in two situations that Sam Winchester had been, in this episode, when he got bad luck, because he was stolen the rabbit’s foot. And so I point out the two scenes. The first one, in which, Sam leaves the restaurant with Dean and falls in the ground. And the second one, when he looses his shoe….
Ok… Freaked out, already?
So, I thought that maybe the dream that I had was some sort of a warning or messed up vision?! Yeah, I say this because it wasn’t very clear. I linked things after they had happened. And that is not a real help now, is it? I experienced back there two in one of the scenes of the episode Bad Day at Black Rock. Common!
And Jared the actor who performs Sam’s role?! Or me in a casting?! And also this thing of being into attending to something and being early in both situations?! Oh and have I told you that my brother was the one to pick me up at the shopping center after I met my friend?!
Well. I’m going to get some sleep now.
Events written in paper on Sunday night (8/24/2008)
Kelita
Uh... I have no idea if there are mistakes along the text. English is not my first language.
So, I'm sorry if I failed at some point.
Following I add two videos from 'Supernatural'; episode Bad Day at Black Rock.